Tuesday, 30 October 2007


so excited, i found someone to take over my lease!!!! i am getting out of here. such a relief or it was until i found out she needs to move in Friday. this Friday, i do not have a place to live yet, well i have an offer for a couch for a few days, i jsut need to find a place for my junk to live for a few days.
wow i can not believe this worked out. i was totally expecting to stay here and go insane. ok have to finish 2 projects and start packing and maybe sleep.

Sunday, 28 October 2007

Brain is Broke

my brain is so broken. work sucks the life out of you, and sleep oh sleep if only i could see more of you. I am suppose to be studying for a quiz tomorrow on the code of ethics for conservators and every time i start the book it makes my brain even more broke. Oh the joys of procrastination!

now i feel bad, maybe i should give it one more try before going to sleep. Oh boo i jsut remembered i have to take the bus tomorrow, i have to get up and hour earlier then i use to because mom and dad took the car away from me. not because i was trashing it, but because supposedly my brother needed it more than i did. i say boo to that! Again the random thoughts, welcome to my brain!!!

Friday, 26 October 2007

so sad

so i am sad. i don't know the reason, i think it may be a lot of factors. Life just doesn't seem happy anymore. Maybe i am just really tired, maybe it is because i am alone, maybe it is because, my work environment sucks, maybe it is where i live at the moment in the house from hell, maybe it is school and how much work they want to cram into 14 weeks. All i want to do is be content. things don't have to be perfect, or just right. I just want to be able to not be on the verge of tears all the time. I don't think i am asking much, or maybe i am asking the world. who knows, i sure as well don't. It would be nice if there really was a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, but realistically my faith in the existence of said pot of gold seems to no longer exist.

Back in Peterborough

so i am back in the "lovely" city of Peterborough and am neglecting to clean my room.
Soooooo tired.
Work sucks and customers are bitchy. Now i get to look forward to roommates coming home and the mountain of homework. I get to try and find a subletter, oh please dear god i need a subletter. ok i need food, maybe the brain won't be so broken after i eat, or maybe it is permanent we will soon see.

see i did warn you the random chaotic nature of my brain!

Thursday, 25 October 2007

ok so this is how it works!

Ok poeple, so i am venturing into the land of blogging, look at me!!!
I figured that people want to know what is going on in my life, and yes i am working on the assumption that people actually like me and want to know what goes on in my life. I am currently back home in the loo for a visit and will be taking the bus back to peterborough in a few hours. Not looking forward to it at all. Long bus rides make me irratable.
Anyways this is going to be where i spew my random and chaotic thoughts. So good luck godspeed and enjoy the ride.